Falling asleep in you arms.
I just love to sleep beside you knowing that i am safe in your arms. Let’s just sleep together, nothing dirty or any naughty. Just cuddling and sleeping together. Knowing that i am in your arms and you are in mine. I just want to feel so close to you. I want to feel the beat of your heart knowing that it beats for me. I want to feel your warmth breath that gives chill all over my body. All i want is to feel that you are beside me as soon as i close my eyes and i want to spend the rest of the night with you knowing that you’re the first person that i will see as soon as i open my eyes. This is the moment where i will hold you so tight, don’t want to let go of you and the moment that i want you to remember as one of our special moments together.
I didn’t see myself in a relationship. I wasn’t even looking forward to be holding somebody’s hand, hugging his waist nor kissing his lips. I didn’t picture myself being loved by someone too, aside from my family and real friends. I was just this girl, ordinary and plain. But then you came and everything else changed. You made me feel like a woman, you treated me like a lady, you accepted me as a whole. From then, I never knew I was capable of such feelings — love.
Everyday I longed for your presence, everyday I wanted you here in my life. Everyday I keep falling and falling. From the midnight conversations, to our random adventures. From the first dance to the last song. From the photographs to secret talks. I learned to love you. And I love you still, until today — until God knows when.
Now I could no longer foresee a future without you. You are stuck in my life and I wouldn’t want to give you any reason to leave. I want you here until God allows us to live together. I hope and pray to love you and be loved by you, to be with you — permanently.
I like drinking coffee alone, and reading alone. I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone. I like eating alone, and listening to music alone. It gives me time to think, and set my mind free.
But when I see a mother with her child, a girl with her lover, or a friend laughing with their best friend, I realize that even though I like being alone, I don’t fancy being lonely. The sky is beautiful, but the people are sad. I just need someone who won’t run away.
the first I’ve loved like this. I
wonder if everything before you
was just practice, like stretching
my arms out so I could hold you
better. You’re like a song I’ve
heard before, but never at full
volume; you’re the end chorus
with all the instruments in.
have you ever been so wildly attracted to someone you can actually feel it driving you insane
I love someone who is clingy. You’re never annoying to me no matter how clingy you are. I don’t care if you’ll flood me with messages or call me in the middle of the night. I love that you care so much and how much you really want to be in my life.
Sometimes, we have to let go.
It wasn’t as easy as opening your hand to let go of a captured butterfly. It wasn’t as easy as letting go of a kite or a balloon way up into the sky. Because once you let go of a person who truly meant a lot to you, it also mean that you’ve released that strong hold of your heart, causing it to fall into the ground and got yourself all broken. Giving up everything would mean that you have decided to walk backwards from the person you always dreamt to be with for the rest of your life. But letting go of someone because it’s for the better is worthy enough to keep moving forward and cure yourself as you see him living happily even without you.
Sometimes, we really have to let go of someone especially if we’re already hurting a lot. We have to let go of someone if you are not really sure with what’s going on between the two of you. Successful relationships are not forced. It takes a lot of time and effort to know if a certain relationship is truly meant to last forever. If your relationship with someone happens to be a tug-of-war relationship, then, you might simple let go first of the rope and see if he would have the strength to stand up and hand you again the rope’s other end. Letting go doesn’t always mean giving up. It is just a proof that everyone of us gets tired on things that happen over and over again without learning anything. Sometimes, letting go means that you are giving him the choice to run up on you and tell you he can’t live without you, or, let you walk away from him and never expect you to come back again. Letting go is taking risk. Letting go is making decisions. And letting go is giving enough space for the two of you to realize if your love for each other is real. And if you are really meant for each other, even how many times you let go of each other’s hands, you would always end up holding it until the very end.
this fucking line. this is revolutionary.
The most romantic kisses that I want to have with you
i. The first kiss. I want our first kiss to be the typical one because I know that will be sweet. We will have our first date somewhere in the city. Maybe we will go to the mall and watch our favorite movie. Then that will be the time when you will first hold my hand. We will then have our dinner together and you will walk me home. Just as when we are outside my door, you will lean in so close to my face and give me that sweet, tender, butterfly first kiss just before you say good night and good bye.
ii. The rain kiss. This will be the playful and dreamy one. I want us to go to the park where a lot of children play and just as when it rains, everyone will run for their shelter, everyone but us. I want us to pla through the rain even if we are soaking wet. I want us to enjoy the water from heaven as if receiving all the blessings in it with open arms. Then just as when we are alone and we are tired from playing and we are wet because of the rain, we will have that passionate kiss. That kind of kiss that says that we will love each other no matter what the weather is.
iii. The sunset kiss. This will also be typical yet romantic. I want us to go to the beach just to watch the sunset. You know how much I am in love with nature and the view of the sun while it sets is one of the most breath taking views ever. I want us to sit side by side as we calm ourselves with the serene atmosphere it sends. And then just as when the sun is going down, you will look intently into my eyes and down to my lips, you will close the gap between us and slowly, press your lips into mine as they lock into a succulent kiss.
iv. The fireworks kiss. You know, I always wanted to spend the new year’s celebration with you. I want to be by your side as the world counts down into the end of the current year and welcome the next year that is about to come. I want us to have the new year’s kiss. That kind of kiss that will start five seconds before the year ends and it will only be broken when the new year has arrived. Kissing you would be the last and first thing that I want to do every year. I want us to have it just as when the world is cheering happy new year and the fireworks is our background. That will be sweet and exhilarating at the same time.
v. The ferris wheel kiss. I always wanted to go to the carnival with you. I want to play all the games there. I want to go to all the thrilling rides that are available there. I want to conquer my fear of heights with you. Then, I want to ride the ferris wheel just because I know I would see the whole city and I want to kiss you while we are on top. I like the idea of us being on top of the world. No one knows and no one will care about what we are doing. Just as when the ferris wheel turns into the highest point, I will quickly lean my face so close to yours and give you an urgent kiss that surely will be over the moon and that will be amazing.
vi. The wedding kiss. Now this is what I always wanted to have with you. This will be on our special day, the day when we will become one. I will wear the most beautiful white dress that I could ever own and everyone— our family and friends will witness this magical moment. Just as when the priest gives us the signal to do so, you will remove the veil that is covering my face and slowly but gently, you will close the gap between our faces and kiss me passionately. This will be the kiss that marks our union and kisses after this will be countless because I will never get tired of kissing you till death do us part.